I Dreamed A Dream : Crystal, My Love

When you wake up do you ever sit there and wonder why you dreamed about the things that you dreamt about? Was it something that you ate before bed that made your mind run wild with excitement, adventure, or terror? Does this dream mean something that is going on in your real life that you are attempting to turn a blind eye to? Do you ever want to write these dreams down before what once seemed so vivid suddenly is something you are trying desperately to recall?

Interpretation of dreams has been around for a long while. There are many different variations of a dream and each variation can hold a different meaning. It’s all so complicated and yet, intriguing to the highest degree! I wish that I had the answers about dreams. I read often about them and I wish that I could peruse something like this for a life time career, but sadly I do not think that is in my cards.

Last night  I had an amazing dream. I woke up this morning feeling sad that it was not my reality. I felt love fill me to my core within my dream…it was unlike anything that I have ever felt before. When I woke up, a tear rolled down my face and I just sat there wondering why it couldn’t be real? Why would such a sense of love and happiness be that vivid and yet, not real.

It started Tuesday evening. I came home from work and had been having a few rough days, so I decided to go to bed early. The dream started off with me being pregnant. I was terrified. I didn’t know how to be a parent, and there didn’t seem to be anyone that wanted to be around me. I had no family, no friends, no one wanted anything to do with me; Outside of my father. He was there every moment telling me that things were going to be okay. He was so excited to be a grandpa. I was in the car with him and we were on the way to the hospital because I was going into labor. Then, I woke up.

I had heard before that babies in dreams usually mean the birth of a new project, adventure, or overall new beginning. I am open to this!! As my last few days seemed to be the worst I had had in a while, I was open to any type of new beginning that the universe was willing to grant me with. Then last night I got home from work and watched American Horror Story with my best friend, and turned in for the night! I was restless. I kept tossing and turning, and could not stop thinking about nothing!

At about 3 am, I got out of bed to go get some water. I drank a glass and headed back to my room. I got back in bed, and I don’t even remember closing my eyes. I descended right back into the dream from the night before (which never happens to me. No matter how badly I long for the continuation of a dream from the night before, I never get to continue it…tonight was different). I had just given birth to the most amazingly beautiful baby girl I had ever seen. She was perfect. She had light brown hair, almost blonde, and the biggest most incredible brown eyes I had ever seen. She wasn’t the size of a new born, but more so a baby that was two-three months old. I literally felt love for her. I felt this love fill my core, and all of the holes and voids that I had thought existed before...it was like a fire within my body that was not burning me, but healing me.

My father was so happy, he was reduced to tears. I just remember the smile on his face, and the look in his eyes. It reduced me to tears. The nurse had brought over the birth certificate for me to write the babies name on, and I named her “Crystal”. It was then that I woke up.

This morning when I woke from this dream, I was crying. I was crying because she was so precious, beautiful, and sadly not real. That moment that I was filled with that love, that burning love…was not real. It had felt so vivid, I swear to you I felt it… Only to be looking up at my ceiling blinking and wondering why on earth this wasn’t my reality.

Dreams have always fascinated me. I have always been anxious to go to bed at night to be able to see what type of dream I would be blessed with that night…but this is a whole new type of dream for me. I only wish that I will be lucky enough to see Crystal in my dreams in the near future.

If you work with dreams and have any type of interpretation, I am open to speaking with you! Thank you for your time!